Lorde completou 20 anos na semana passada e publicou um longo texto em sua página no Facebook em que explica a quantas anda seu segundo disco, que pelo visto pode pintar a qualquer momento. Quem se dispuser a traduzir basta postar num comentário que eu subo neste post:
A NOTE FROM THE DESK OF A NEWBORN ADULT
Tomorrow I turn 20, and it’s all I’ve been able to think about for days. I walk around the city, up by the park and by the health food store and down into the subway, this new age hanging in front of my eyes like two of those Mylar balloons that never come down. Can people see it, I wonder, that I’m about to cross over? On the subway I stare at boys I want to kiss and girls I want to hug. Do you see me?
I’m eating raspberries sitting up in bed, thinking about watching The Crown, and I probably should have written something nicer ages ago but my head is so full of lyrics and drums these days that this is all I can manage. But it feels very important I write to you, for some reason.
I was 16 when most of us met. Can you believe it? I laugh thinking about that me now – that glossy idiot god, princess of her childhood streets, handmade and ugly and sure of herself.
All my life I’ve been obsessed with adolescence, drunk on it. Even when I was little, I knew that teenagers sparkled. I knew they knew something children didn’t know, and adults ended up forgetting.
Since 13 I’ve spent my life building this giant teenage museum, mausoleum maybe, dutifully wolfishly writing every moment down, and repeating it all back like folklore. And now there isn’t any more of it.
(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
(*insert that emoji that looks like it’s eating its own face with worry, and also the one with sunglasses, and maybe also the poo*)
And I know, I know! There’s different stuff. Stuff that’s just as good, maybe better, just in a different way. If I’m being real with myself, in some ways I stopped feeling like a teenager a while ago.
Sometime in the last year or so, part of me crossed over. For one thing, I made a very deliberate choice to withdraw for a little while from a public life. I haven’t had my hair or makeup done in a year, the free handbags dried up LONG ago, and the paparazzi at the airport are almost always for someone else. And let me tell you, as much as I love being full noise album cycle girl, it’s been a motherfucking joy. (every once in a while I am recognised on the street – one of you breathlessly clutches my hand, shaking and speaking quickly, and I feel this SHOCK of love.)
I turned inwards to my friends, my family, towards this moment, so I could learn more about who I was, and so I could let this new project show itself to me.
And oh my god, it was a colossal year! One for the ages. I maxed out every single emotion I have in the best possible way, the colours still aching behind my eyes like this weird blissful hangover.
My heart broke. I moved out of home and into the city and I made new friends and started to realize that no-one is just good or bad, that everyone is both. I started to discover in a profound, scary, blood-aching way who I was when I was alone, what I did when I did things only for myself. I was reckless and graceless and terrifying and tender. I threw sprawling parties and sat in restaurants until the early hours, learning what it’s like to be an adult, even talking like one sometimes, until I caught myself. All I wanted to do was dance. I whispered into ears and let my eyes blaze on high and for the first time I felt this intimate, empire-sized inner power.
And then I wrote a record about it, all of it, so much more than what I’ve written down here, and I’m in new york getting it done. And tomorrow, I’m not a kid any more, and more and more I’m realizing that the weirdness of those Mylar balloons is going to be okay.
Writing Pure Heroine was my way of enshrining our teenage glory, putting it up in lights forever so that part of me never dies, and this record – well, this one is about what comes next.
I want nothing more than to spill my guts RIGHT NOW about the whole thing – I want you to see the album cover, pore over the lyrics (the best I’ve written in my life), touch the merch, experience the live show. I can hardly stop myself from typing out the name. I just need to keep working a while longer to make it as good as it can be. You’ll have to hold on. The big day is not tomorrow, or even next month realistically, but soon. I know you understand.
Oh my god it’s midnight now!!! I’m 20 fuck!!!!! And my perfect little brother Angelo is 15!! Happy birthday, kid. Sorry your sister is so weird and emotional in public all the time.What i’m trying to say is: this is a special birthday. The party is about to start. I am about to show you the new world.
I love you forever.
L
A foto que ilustra o post foi tirada no dia de seu aniversário em Nova York – sim, é a Taylor Swift.
Tirei a Carol no amigo oculto da firma e ela levou esse Vida Fodona de presente.
Bárbara Eugenia + Rafael Castro – “Pra Te Atazanar”
Ryan Adams – “Style”
Grimes – “Flesh Without Blood”
Weeknd – “Can’t Feel My Face”
Kendrick Lamar – “Alright”
Instituto + Karol Conká + Tulipa Ruiz – “Mais Carne”
Chairlift – “Ch-Ching”
Jamie Xx + Young Thug + Popcaan- “I Know There’s Gonna Be (Good Times)”
Hot Chip – “Started Right (Joe Goddard Disco Remix)”
Tame Impala – “Let It Happen (Soulwax Remix)”
Mano Brown + Naldo Benny – “Benny & Brown”
Emicida – “Salve Black (Estilo Livre)”
Diogo Strausz – “Narcissus”
Elza Soares – “Pra Fuder”
BNegão + Os Seletores de Frequência – “Giratória (Sua Direção)”
Bixiga 70 – “100% 13”
Deerhunter – “Snakeskin”
Mark Ronson + Bruno Mars – “Uptown Funk”
Anitta – “Bang!”
Will Butler – “Anna”
Unknown Mortal Orchestra – “Ur Life One Night”
Toro y Moi – “Empty Nesters”
Supercordas – “Sinédoque, Mulher”
Siba – “Mel Tamarindo”
Cidadão Instigado – “Land of Light”
Ava Rocha – “Transeunte Coração”
Boogarins – “Mario de Andrade/Selvagem”
Yumi Zouma – “Second Wave”
Letuce – “Mergulhei de Máscara”
Anelis Assumpção + Amigos Imaginários – “Eu Gosto Assim (Dub Version)”
Vamos lá que ainda tem muito 2015 pela frente….
Drake – “Hotline Bling (Instrumental)”
Mopho – “A Carta”
Erasmo Carlos – “Grilos”
Gorillaz – “Empire Ants (Miami Horror Remix)”
Kendrick Lamar – “The Blacker the Berry”
Wire – “Keep Exhaling”
Spoon – “Rainy Taxi”
Elza Soares – “Maria da Vila Matilde”
Rodrigo Ogi – “7 Cords”
Diogo Strausz – “Não Deixe de Alimentar”
Lana Del Rey – “High by the Beach”
Carly Rae Jepsen – “Run Away With Me”
Ryan Adams – “Style”
Siba – “O Inimigo Dorme”
Tulipa Ruiz – “Oldboy”
Wilco – “Pickled Ginger”
A mundança nunca termina.
Buffalo Springfield – “For What’s Worth”
Boogarins – “Mário de Andrade / Selvagem”
Deerhunter – “Duplex Planet”
Wilco – “You Satellite”
Karina Buhr – “Rimã”
Broken Bells – “It’s That Talk Again”
Supercordas – “Espectralismo ou Barbárie”
Letuce – “Todos os Lugares do Mundo”
Tame Impala – “Reality In Motion”
Ogi – “7 Cordas”
Floating Points – “Elaenia”
Ava Rocha – “Mar ao Fundo”
Cidadão Instigado – “Dudu Vivi Dada”
Ryan Adams – “I Know Places”
Mariana Aydar – “Saiba Ficar Quieto”
Mac DeMarco – “Without Me”
E começo a anunciar as novidades dos 20 anos do Trabalho Sujo…
Iron Maiden – “Cross-Eyed Mary”
Jean-Luc Ponty – “Computer Incantations for World Peace”
Marina Lima – “Corações a Mil”
Meghan Trainor – “All About That Bass”
Todd Terje – “Preben Goes To Acapulco (Prins Thomas Remix)”
Bryan Ferry – “Don’t Stop The Dance (Idjut Boys Dub)”
Baiana System – “Playsom”
Groove Armada – “Superstylin'”
João Brasil – “Cheia de Dar”
Human League – “Don’t You Want Me”
Diogo Strausz + Ledjane Motta + Maria Pia – ‘Não Deixe De Alimentar”
Taylor Swift – “Style”
Tame Impala – “‘Cause I’m a Man”
Pelo menos um segundo Vida Fodona neste mês.
Style Council – “Shout it to the Top”
Instituto + Tulipa Ruiz – “Tudo Que Se Move”
Deerhunter – “Snakeskin”
Courtney Barnett – “Shivers”
Ryan Adams – “I Know Places”
Karina Buhr – “Conta Gotas”
Bárbara Eugenia – “Doppelganger Love”
BNegão e os Seletores de Frequência – “Mundo Tela”
Kendrick Lamar – “King Kunta”
Rodrigo Ogi + Kiko Dinucci + Juçara Marçal – “Correspondente”
Tika – “Antimusa”
Lana Del Rey – “Music To Watch Boys To”
Hot Chip – “Dancing In The Dark”
Disclosure – “Jaded (Lone Remix)”
Magic! – “Rude”
Vamo lá
O primeiro Vida Fodona de outubro, só agora! Que vexame!
Ride – “Vapour Trail (Robert Smith Remix)”
Paul McCartney + Michael Jackson – “Say Say Say (2015 Remix)”
!!! – “Ooo”
Karina Buhr – “Pic Nic”
Elza Soares – “Pra Fuder”
Supercordas – “Espectralismo ou Barbárie”
Boogarins – “6000 Dias”
Deerhunter – “Breaker”
Ryan Adams – “Style”
Bárbara Eugenia + Rafael Castro – “Te Atazanar”
Rodrigo Ogi + Mao – “Estação da Luz”
Instituto – “Ossário”
Fabio Góes – “Nerves”
Skylar Spence – “Fall Harder”
Broken Bells – “It’s That Talk Again”
DJ Poulpi – “No One Knows When The Sky Falls”
Lana Del Rey – “Don’t Let Me Be Misunderstood”